What Is Becoming Of This World?

 

 

I really should write more! I have ever so much stuff floating round in my head these days, most of it I must admit fuelled by the news, maybe I should just stop watching it. It’s on right now, three times a day I waste my time watching it to see what is going on in the world and yet do I believe any of it, rarely because the media, and I care not who it is, guilds it and dresses it up using carefully chosen words to feed to us. I get sick of hearing about transparency and truth, most people ain’t a clue what that is and lets face it some people could convince some people that black is white.

It amazes me how many people in this world really ain’t got much of a clue, they need to be constantly told what to do because they just have no clue how to do something even the most basic of things. One of my pet peeves is when I get shoppers coming round the store and all the while they are on a mobile phone either voice or text asking someone, generally the other half what they should buy. I’d have thought the simplest thing is to stay home and get them to go do the shopping lol. Mind boggles. I seriously wonder how some people manage to exist these days. Seems common sense has all but gone cos often when I talk to some people they look at me gone out when I am trying to explain something to them, it’s not rocket science!

I’m fed up with the rip off prices in the shops at the moment. Moggis being the biggest bug bear I have to admit, some of their prices are quite frankly obscene given the size of the store and buying power, how come they can charge so much more for stuff than some other shops! Robdogs!!! Mid saying that it seems everyone is out to rob us all blind so don’t get me onto the costs of heating and utilities cos I’d be here a long time.

Life is the same as ever round here, I’m sure actually living in Beiruit would be much quieter than living here and I imagine the people are much nicer too. My best mate is moving, got a new house so she’s off so I’m pretty much on my own then cos I won’t be seeing much of here after that I don’t imagine  

Work is ever the same although we didn’t do so bad for a pay rise this time. Bugs the life out of me that our manager is better than useless and that we always seem to be stretched way too thin on the ground. I’m usually really conscientious about my work, I like t do a good job and get it done and sorted before I go home but of late it’s been me, myself and I and I simply can’t do it all on my own. It’s leading me to the point where I am caring a lot less in some ways but god help anyone if they start moaning the life outta me cos they will get it in the neck and I don’t care whether it offends or pleases if I am honest, we all get to a certain point and I am getting to it slowly.

Norman is being the ever loving twat, consistency I guess is a good thing. Almost ten years old now with an attitude that stinks most of the time. Seems to want to be awkward and misbehave rather than doing what he knows full well he should do, anything to get as much attention as he needs. Apparently he is very clever although you wouldn’t know it the way he acts grrrrr. He just doesn’t apply himself properly and will only do as he chooses to do. Of course I’m the bad un when I challenge him and try talking to him, I’m the biggest bitch in the world when I won’t allow him t do exactly as he pleases and recently he’s been saying how did you know a lot to me, doh cos I’m not stoopid and I know every trick in the book. They seem to forget we know them better than they think. I was a kid once, been there done that, got many life skills along the way. Mind saying that had I spoken to my mum like he speaks to me I’d have got a good thrashing. He’d test the patience of a saint and I honestly don’t know how I don’t punch him in the face sometimes lol. He’s a gobby git one day someone will turn around and smack him for being so naffing clever.

My health is not so great at present, got a mega cold and my hormones are right royally pissing me off. It seemed to be a little easier for the last couple of months but this month it’s hit like a lead weight and with not being well as well it ain’t making me best impressed. I’d go to the doctors but he’s better than useless to be honest and I’ve better things to do with my time than trail round to doctors and maybe hospitals. I’ll keep going until I stop cos i ain’t getting onto that band wagon where they start poking me full of pills to line the drug companies pockets. They are never gonna stop people from dying and that word cancer strikes fear into everyone, it’s another word for something we can’t and never will find a cure from, bodies wear out end of. I seriously don’t get why people want to live forever cos I certainly don’t, not with the state of this world we live in today. I wonder who we are going to go to war with next? It seems nearly everyone in the world is at war with someone or other. As long as people have a hole in their arses we are never all gonna want the same thing whether it be right or wrong so why can’t we just learn to get on with each other and not try and impose our will on others?

I’m not a member of the God squad but somewhere I think I remember someone mentioning thou shalt not kill?