Arggggggggggghhhhhhhh

 

 

Yes I should really blog more but of late things have been rather hectic and I’ve been really busy. Amazing how things kind of creep up on you unawares and before you know it bang, so here I am to offload and get things off my chest cos once I have then it’s gone not forgotten but it’s all ok once more. It’s funny how offloading things really does sort it all out even if like me you’re only actually talking to yourself. So where to start cos there is sooooo much rattling round.

May as well start with the school strikes. Hardly the best thing to be doing in todays financial crisis to be honest. What beats me though is all these teachers and civil servants are all bleating on about their pensions and having to work longer, hmmmmmmmmmmmm isn’t it all the rest of us too that’s got to put up with having to work longer? What beats me too is teachers get more time off than anyone else and it is a job that is rather handsomely paid. All I hear now is how badly done to people are financially and how much harder life is and and and, well it’s the same for the rest of us too and some of us are only paid a minimum wage, shame everyone ain’t living on what I live on a week and then we’d soon hear them bitching.

On the bitching about money front last week a piece on the news really got my back up. People who are employed in good jobs asking for food hand outs because they can’t afford to feed themselves! That is appalling and my heart so bleeds for them NOT. I bet they still have a box full of empty cans at the end of a week, numerous beer bottles, several take outs and a manicure. It seems people have got their priories all mixed up, where once a hair cut or a new dress was a luxury they are now the norm, priority on a shopping list a necessity. I’m horrified these days by the things people seem to fritter their money on, and the problem being is they are borrowing to pay for all these luxuries and then when the belt needs tightening they are asking for food hand outs, it’s shocking. It’s rare I ever get a luxury although I did the other day when I robbed Peter for a bottle of voddy lmao. I’ve never had a manicure in my entire life, nor do I feel the need to go have one anytime soon unless I find myself a nice rich sugar daddy that wants me looking perfect every moment of the day, I’ll be asking for a boob job mind cos I want them under my chin! What beats me half the time mind is the biggest heifer and family of weebles to put on camera, hmmmm I hardly think they need all that food if we are totally honest lmao.

Work has been rather annoying of late, but nowt new there then, Norman has been Norman, nowt new there, had to give someone a piece of my mind, I have now learnt to care less about said person so much so that after a few messages passed back n forth I left the last three unanswered, said what I needed to, they replied nuff said. People can be so disappointing and more so the ones that you’d call a close friend. I ain’t disposable to be picked back up when nobody else is playing, sick to bloody death of folk like that right now I must admit. Met a guy last week for a drink, spent some time together, still in touch but the thing was he was full on before I met him, now he’s taken a step back, unless he’s nowt else to do, sorry I ain’t no beck n call girl, if I was I’d be getting paid handsomely and then the job would be done properly lmao. I can’t be bovvered, single not desperate!

One other trouble is that my best mate isn’t happy cos of another mate. Breaks my heart to see her sad like this when all I can do is be there, it’s crap losing a friend, especially in the way this has happened. I know she’ll be ok given some time but it is heart breaking non the less. Sometimes I wish I could so sort everything out and make everything better, the frustration at times is so draining but this is life and if nothing else I have learnt that all I can do is be there. Real life is such a joy yet such a heart break at times but ya gotta take the rough with the smooth and hope like hell you’re doing it right lol. Pointless stressing and worrying about it, makes you ill does that, has you beating your head on a wall and it simply ain’t gonna change a thing when all’s said and done.

Who knows maybe one day if the love of my life does cross my path I won’t won’t even bother looking up, bah. I do actually have a huge crush on someone although I have never told him and I chatted to him this week, caught up again after a while, was so nice to see him again so to speak lol. A girl can but dream and actually the dream often is way better than the reality.  I’m just happy he’s a friend

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